who am I?

I am 24 years old (nope, as much I would hurt somebody's feeling now I am not 25 yet) so I am young!

I am a girl and yet I own a car...
true! But I know nothing about cars! It's been 4 months since I last opened the front-part of the car to see the motor and all those strange pieces (that make no sense)... The sad thing: I had 2 car incidents in 6 months and I am bad at parking!

I work as a Java Developer and yet I want to be just a small animal from a fairytale...
true! I am a Java Web Developer. I took my SCWCD (Sun Certified Web Component Developer) exam this year with 91% score! (it was a nice surprise for me too)... I like working as developer and I have a lot of ideas just coming through my head, but somehow I don't enough time to put them all into action. And there's a dream trying to become true... working in Flash.
Working as a software developer, should make me a really serious person. And that I have accomplished in only 2 years, but not totally... I still like to listen to fairytales and watch cartoons! When I was about 9 years old I told my mother that I never want to grow up. It seems that my guardian angel didn't listen to me (now I am 1.74 tall => I am big), but somehow I managed to keep the childhood inside me.

I love to see happy people and yet by my actions I hurt people...
true! "I love to see happy people" this sounds like a Miss Contest speech :) But happy people (especially children) make you smile. We always to do our best to make people happy, and yet we so much fail! I loved somebody, and I was loved by somebody and yet I hurt his feelings so much.

I want a big family and yet I now live far-away from my family...
Family is by far the most important thing. It is that person that always waits for you (hoping that tomorrow you'll make a surprise and visit him) and always has the same words prepared for you "It will be alright!"... I've heard it so many times and yet everytime is sound sweeter...

I have hopes and yet nobody taught me what to do with them...
Should I fight for them or should I just let the universe take care of them? You answer to this!

Once, a colleague told me: "Always when you come to my desk, you make me forget about all my problems as you have a smile on your face, a joke or a nice thing to say!" I think that it the sweetest thing I ever heard (thank you - you know who you are)... Yes, I almost always have a smile on my face, but that's because I am surrounded by nice people... And this is true for each one of us! We are all influenced by the others - whether we like it or not! But what does it happen when you are alone? That is the only moment when you can realize whether you are a nice person or not!

And yet the person that knew me that best told that my skype description says all about me "just a crazy girl"...